Sunday, May 15, 2011


I have been awoken from this rapture you have created so long ago.  It was a form of clouded judgement, been beating myself down for creating images of futures intertwined.  A bit twisted I have been, I was falling to a place where I wanted to be saved from.  I took my eyes off you and bittersweet tears ran across my face.  All this happened yesterday in the back of my car.  I gazed along the lights and drifted away with my memory to be detained.  I did not think of you no more, started to move on.  Began to be aware of myself more.  I want to express my love, I want to express all that I stand for.  Creativity rushed my skin, it boiled in the veins.  The flashes of light captured still images of what is inside.  Buried all the demons who tried to leave me without air.  I now see what I want, it is my utmost desire... undefined wonders.

Stay lovely,
Francheska Natalia

Tuesday, May 10, 2011


I tend to drift away when speaking...
The tiniest things capture my attention ever so gently, as if they move at a beautiful speed. Time stands still while the most perfect instrumental piece would start playing with the rush of the winds. Seeing the petals floating, dancing... a lovely spectacle to be mesmerized over. Ludovico Einaudi's Nuvlole Bian starts playing with a slight crescendo after each note. It was the most perfect moment I had for myself. Where you can appreciate the imagination that escapes throughout ones body.
You know that glorious feeling when wind sweeps away the fabric from your body, forming a pleasurable wave of relief and joy. Those little forms of ecstasy life gives. The sense of feeling alive, feeling grand. Today, I enjoyed a breath of fresh air and exhaled life's worries and pains.

 Stay lovely,
Francheska Natalia

Monday, May 9, 2011

Springtime in Paris.

My thoughts are filled with moving pavements, glitter in the air, pale architecture.  I long for Parisian nights, a city so enchanting it makes me fall in love with its' culture, history, people, art.  Here are some inspirational pictures that fill my heart with that lovely je ne sais quoi.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Joie de vivre.

'ello lovelies, I am back from a long and unwanted vacation.  I've been on a search for what's within my soul.  Unleashing the creativity from the mind.  That has been a cause from the people who have entered and the ones who have said unexpected farewells.  There's a time where one has to lay in bed and think about those who surround your life.  After all they are the ones who can make or end a day with certain moods you've never experienced before.  All I say is choose who you get close to carefully, be wise, be caring.  At times one has to be a little egoistic when it comes to those who come inside the heart. 
 My love for Parisian and New York nights has increased by the milisecond.  The culture, paintings, people, and most importantly the STYLE has taken my heart for the kill.  I am forever theirs and they are forever mine.  It's a very nonchalant care these two types of cities portray.  It has influenced my choice of clothing in a way I am very pleased with.
The reason for my unexpected leave has been the lack of words that flow through these hands.  Personal family situations have affected my reasons for just doing the things I love.  Distractions have been nothing but useless when life changing actions surprise your existence.  If you comfront them I promise the reward is worthwhile.  I've been more at peace with myself and been expressing more love to those who make my day and more love to my own persona.  It is crucial to believe in oneself to reach those dreams you set out to become reality.

Keep dreaming those dreams, loves
- Francheska Natalia.