The return of the blogger.

Hello lovelies,

I've been caught up with university finals, personal situations that were not needed and a state of mind that was not the best for my way of life.  I hope all of you are good.  To be honest I miss words, I miss being able to express my most honest thoughts into works of art.  Writing is the loveliest way to express oneself.  I'll  keep this short, let's start by giving you an update with whats going on in my life.  My poems finally got published, Saterias is now a hand held book.  I'm so proud I cried the day I received the book.  It has three poems I wrote and dissected.    One of my good friend's sister is starting a small production company.  She is in post production for a short film that I will be the stylist of.  Next week I'll start preparing some hair ideas for the actors of the film.  So EXCITED about that!  Last of all is the job hunt, I'm applying to my favorite stores:  West Elm, Zara, Keihls... If they had an H&M in Puerto Rico or a Topshop OH! they would be my first choice!!  Well, that is basically it.  I just started my first week of summer, hopefully it will be a great one to date.

Stay lovely,
Francheska Natalia

Reincarnation.

I have been awoken from this rapture you have created so long ago.  It was a form of clouded judgement, been beating myself down for creating images of futures intertwined.  A bit twisted I have been, I was falling to a place where I wanted to be saved from.  I took my eyes off you and bittersweet tears ran across my face.  All this happened yesterday in the back of my car.  I gazed along the lights and drifted away with my memory to be detained.  I did not think of you no more, started to move on.  Began to be aware of myself more.  I want to express my love, I want to express all that I stand for.  Creativity rushed my skin, it boiled in the veins.  The flashes of light captured still images of what is inside.  Buried all the demons who tried to leave me without air.  I now see what I want, it is my utmost desire... undefined wonders.

Stay lovely,
Francheska Natalia

Reflections.

I tend to drift away when speaking...

The tiniest things capture my attention ever so gently, as if they move at a beautiful speed. Time stands still while the most perfect instrumental piece would start playing with the rush of the winds. Seeing the petals floating, dancing... a lovely spectacle to be mesmerized over. Ludovico Einaudi's Nuvlole Bian starts playing with a slight crescendo after each note. It was the most perfect moment I had for myself. Where you can appreciate the imagination that escapes throughout ones body.

You know that glorious feeling when wind sweeps away the fabric from your body, forming a pleasurable wave of relief and joy. Those little forms of ecstasy life gives. The sense of feeling alive, feeling grand. Today, I enjoyed a breath of fresh air and exhaled life's worries and pains.

 Stay lovely,

Francheska Natalia

Springtime in Paris.

My thoughts are filled with moving pavements, glitter in the air, pale architecture.  I long for Parisian nights, a city so enchanting it makes me fall in love with its' culture, history, people, art.  Here are some inspirational pictures that fill my heart with that lovely je ne sais quoi.

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Joie de vivre.

'ello lovelies, I am back from a long and unwanted vacation.  I've been on a search for what's within my soul.  Unleashing the creativity from the mind.  That has been a cause from the people who have entered and the ones who have said unexpected farewells.  There's a time where one has to lay in bed and think about those who surround your life.  After all they are the ones who can make or end a day with certain moods you've never experienced before.  All I say is choose who you get close to carefully, be wise, be caring.  At times one has to be a little egoistic when it comes to those who come inside the heart. 

 My love for Parisian and New York nights has increased by the milisecond.  The culture, paintings, people, and most importantly the STYLE has taken my heart for the kill.  I am forever theirs and they are forever mine.  It's a very nonchalant care these two types of cities portray.  It has influenced my choice of clothing in a way I am very pleased with.

The reason for my unexpected leave has been the lack of words that flow through these hands.  Personal family situations have affected my reasons for just doing the things I love.  Distractions have been nothing but useless when life changing actions surprise your existence.  If you comfront them I promise the reward is worthwhile.  I've been more at peace with myself and been expressing more love to those who make my day and more love to my own persona.  It is crucial to believe in oneself to reach those dreams you set out to become reality.

Keep dreaming those dreams, loves

- Francheska Natalia.

Emotions.

These past few weeks have been a whirlwind of emotions.  Those emotions have led me to write out my feelings more.  I've turned into a sappy person.  My choice of music has also changed, I've been leaning toward the acoustic Cocoon type of style.  A bit more french in my life I say.  I believe if you feel something one should say it or just write it.  Anywho, I'm running away from the subject...

Yesterday I had myself a beautiful day.  I found out my favorite blogger wrote me back saying I made her day with the message I left her.  On the contrary she made my DAY by just reading the message.  That's not all, I also wrote to StyleCaster which is an online blog type of magazine.  They recently did an article introducing the 50 Most Stylish New Yorkers.  It is remarkable, not lying.  Well, the amazing people behind StyleCaster read my message and wrote back.  The best thing about this is...they are following my tumblr.  Which I say it is pretty pretty amazing and ever so lovely.

I had a good cry yesterday, finally noticed that my life is on the track I want it to be since I was seven years old.  Even though my romantic life isn't that much of a ball, the writing it has been letting me create is wonderful.  I kind of have that to be thankful for.    

Stay lovely,
Francheska Natalia

The lovely comes from within.

I want to share some exciting news.  Today I just found that my poetry class is going to be publishing a book and in it includes three poems written by me.  I just bursted out with excitement.  It's as if the world is giving me what I've always wanted.  The feeling of owning a book and knowing that you are co creator of it...well, it's a glorious feeling.

Ok ok back to the main issue :)  Last Saturday I probably changed outfits one too many times.  There was this volcanic eruption of clothes on my bed and then I saw.... the most perfect shorts ever a bit highwaisted and paperbagish.  I had an itch to wear something floral and everything just collided.  It was perfection.  Yes, I have a tendency to fall in love with clothes.  I wore this outfit with my favorite cognac oxfords.  It was the perfect blend of european street fashion.

It's a bit weird...when I put on certain outfits it's as if I transform into someone else.  I personally believe clothing can change your emotions.  It has something to do with your mantra and soul.  When I shop for clothes I feel an instant connection, as if the blouses, skirts, pants talked to me.  It's that connection that has led me to have beautiful pieces of clothing.